I am an ongoing walking Book
My own ethnographer
transcribing each episode as it comes...
An ongoing living crisis...
My experience teaches me
Like my own private little parable.
The didactic imagination of prisoner #0000
Prisoner of the mind!
Sequenced truths, dreams, natures, experiences teach me
the same things and new things and show me where I have been BLIND!
But ignorance and blindness unfortunately I cannot always detect myself... No unfortunately most of the times I refer to some painful event with another human being that takes place for me to recognize how I am blind... Fortunately, these events are lessening in degrees of severity. But I NEED HUMAN BEINGS! Because they help me see my ignorances; that I am constantly pitted against as the self-absorbed little human entity that I am.
And in short I am a walking MIND that lives day to day in the constant struggle towards freedom. Freedom from the additional suffering I lay upon my experiences because my MIND, gets too wrapped up, and DWELLS. Dwells, dwells... But at least I know this to some degree and can live with my own beaten down flickering pain that comes with trying to navigate the distinctions humans make and my own ringing truths...
And that is okay... AHEM.... don't clap too hard... --------Author D
By Deborah Godinez 2011 ©
1 comment:
This is wonderful. It's how we grow. Thank you.
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